Noise

Noise 

So much noise 

Loss 

Intense 

Empty spaces 

Filled with pain 

Filled with fear 

It's all breaking and crumbling 

Trauma 

Taking control 

Creating chaos 

Dysfunction destroying 

Wrecking the walls 

Of my carefully built 

Time consumed 

Structure of safety 

The place I call home 

My oasis 

With one small look 

One small voice 

One small push 

It all topples over 

Shaken from the foundation 

Splitting my soul apart 

Into pieces 

Tearing me up from the inside 

Ripping away my sense of solidity 

My security 

Torn out of my hands 

Taken with force 

And being dragged away in front of me 

Powerless to get it back

10/4/17