FURY

6/23/08

why am i angry?
Angry at the whole thing
He doesn’t trust a word I say
It doesn’t mean a thing

Why am i so lost inside
The chaos of my mind?
I rage and hurt-
I’m hurting deep and
Lashing out to strike

He doesn’t deserve my fury
As i cry from within
My silent anger putrefies
It hurts both me and him

I hate this-
Why my love is burning into rage?
The more I deny myself
The chaos only grows
Destroying every tenderness
Where did it all go?